I live too much in other peoples worlds and not enough in mine. I don't know how to anymore.
I watch so many movies, TV shows and read books diving deep and losing myself in their worlds that i think i have forgotten how to live in my own. I complain a bit too much too. So I'm making it my mission over the next couple of weeks to revamp myself. I'm going to start putting myself out there. Going to force myself to have more confidence. Watching the new "the Station" video today really made me rethink a few things. Dax Flame (an awkward and dorky boy) easily walked up to and made conversation with beautiful girls, yet i cant even walk up to an ugly girl. haha Its sad that he has so much more confidence then i do.
Another thing i want to do is email all the people in my life that just stopped talking to me for no reason. Whether they were friends or girls i was dating/talking to. I'm thinking of emailing them and asking why they did. If it was something about my personality, if I annoyed them or if they just grew bored of me. Right now I'm trying to think of how to word the letter in order to get the most responses.
I'm still getting used to this whole Writing out blogs thing. I really don't know what to write that would be of any interest to anyone. I plan on (once i get the hang of this whole blogging thing) making another blog for critiquing movies. I watch enough movies and i almost ALWAYS have something to say about them so i figure i might as well share my opinions with everyone else. I think I'm going to do some research on how to better utilize my blogs such as adding videos polls pictures and what not. I want to have them have a good setup that's pleasing to the eyes
WHERE DID MY COMMENT GO! fine ill just say it all again :P
ReplyDelete'Very sweet and personal blog post.And for what to write why dont you keep it open so you can write about all sorts.Dont just use it as a one stop thing.but like toy could do personal blogs,movie reviews,and all sorts :) xx