just a quickie to pass the time.

I live too much in other peoples worlds and not enough in mine. I don't know how to anymore.

I watch so many movies, TV shows and read books diving deep and losing myself in their worlds that i think i have forgotten how to live in my own. I complain a bit too much too. So I'm making it my mission over the next couple of weeks to revamp myself. I'm going to start putting myself out there. Going to force myself to have more confidence. Watching the new "the Station" video today really made me rethink a few things. Dax Flame (an awkward and dorky boy) easily walked up to and made conversation with beautiful girls, yet i cant even walk up to an ugly girl. haha Its sad that he has so much more confidence then i do.

Another thing i want to do is email all the people in my life that just stopped talking to me for no reason. Whether they were friends or girls i was dating/talking to. I'm thinking of emailing them and asking why they did. If it was something about my personality, if I annoyed them or if they just grew bored of me. Right now I'm trying to think of how to word the letter in order to get the most responses.

I'm still getting used to this whole Writing out blogs thing. I really don't know what to write that would be of any interest to anyone. I plan on (once i get the hang of this whole blogging thing) making another blog for critiquing movies. I watch enough movies and i almost ALWAYS have something to say about them so i figure i might as well share my opinions with everyone else. I think I'm going to do some research on how to better utilize my blogs such as adding videos polls pictures and what not. I want to have them have a good setup that's pleasing to the eyes

To New Beginnings

I'd like to start this blog out by telling you a bit of what you should expect to see during your time here. I live in the town of Daytona Beach, where nothing exciting ever happens (except for during bike week and spring break) everything closes down at around 9pm so i end up having to think up ways to entertain myself. Heres a list of a few of the things I've done that should give you an idea of what kind of nonsense to expect in the future.

• Drag racing in my moms mini Van against a corvette
• Building sand castles on the beach at 3am
• Going to the mall and making a video about Fanta
• Drinking non-alcoholic drinks and acting drunk in public
• Setting random things on fire in my back yard.
• Yelling out random things in public just for a reaction
• Random acts of kindness
• Hugging strangers

The list goes on, but im sure you get an idea by now. I plan on updating this blog as much as possible. If you want to be kept more up to date feel free to follow my twitter. I post links to various things i find on the internet and usually just random happenings in my life. I shall post Something with more soul and feeling tomorrow (or later today?) since it is 4:47 and my brain shut off about an hour or 2 ago.